What Entrepreneurship Means to Me

Being an entrepreneur is more of a lifestyle than a label. It’s a lifestyle that, at times, involves negative balance bank accounts, high levels of stress, lack of sleep and overwhelm… and honestly? I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.

I recognize that it’s hard for some people (most people?) to really understand. With my experience and talents, I’m confident that I could land a decently paid position at a design firm or agency somewhere in the country. I could have a savings account, REAL health and dental insurance, afford to register my car and not have to panic about how I’m going to pay the rent at the end of each month. I could be secure. I could have a cushion. I could buy things when I need AND want to. But I would be completely and utterly dead inside.

Being an entrepreneur pursing my passions, ideas and purpose is hard at times. Anyone who says otherwise is lying, or saved up plenty of money before making the leap. I didn’t. Instead, I found myself increasingly miserable as I moved from job to job. My pay, position and quality of projects increased quite quickly over the course of my “career” life… but my happiness deteriorated rapidly. And one day, with no cushion and definitely no real plan… I quit my job. I had been toying with the idea, as always… but that day, I just knew. I HAD TO QUIT. And at the moment I made that decision, I felt an incredible sense of optimism, joy and freedom. Sweet freedom.

It would be a couple of years before I realized my true purpose and began to follow my real passions… and during those couple years there were many ups and downs, supplemental jobs and stress induced tears. There still are. I sit here today with past due bills, looming payoff dates and severely low finances… but I am absolutely beaming on the inside. I am fulfilled and I am happy. I am creating and building things that I believe in.

I would sell absolutely every single thing (excluding Max :D) in my possession that isn’t absolutely necessary to building my businesses in exchange for one more day, week or month of giving it all that I have. Of bringing my ideas and passions to life. That is what entrepreneurship means to me. It’s more than working for yourself or having freedom. It’s about what you are building or creating. For me, it’s about making a real difference in the world and lives of others in a way that I could never accomplish being employed by someone else.

What, if anything, does entrepreneurship mean to you?

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6 comments


  • Jamie

    I get filled with such joy for you when I read your posts like this…I’m really happy that you’re happy, and that’s not a cliche! I know alot of times we share the negative sides of life… and in the midst of all of the looming debt, crappy side jobs, and uncertainty about the future I’m so happy to read about the joy and freedom you speak of. :D

    October 14, 2010
    • Stephenie

      Thanks lovey! I miss our regular sharing!!! xoxo

      October 14, 2010
  • Wow, I thought that I was the only one, I really enjoyed reading your post and saw myself in between the lines. Thanks for sharing.

    October 21, 2010
    • Stephenie

      I’m glad to hear that Pat! I felt a need to share my view of it because I don’t think a lot of people in my life really understand. That and it’s always nice to know that others are experiencing the same thing. This is exactly why I’m creating StartupCorner. :)

      October 22, 2010
  • I am totally with you. I moved to Chicago and lived with my girlfriend, and we wanted to live a flexible life. I sold my apartment so we had the cushion you were mentioning that makes life so much easier.

    Now, three years later, we are still living a flexible life, have started 4 small businesses (two in Mexico) and owe money to my government, credit cards, our parents and siblings. But darn, we are happy!!

    I want to share our latest website: http://www.juliossol.com, which I think you and others would love. We interview people who are living a passionate life, in order to help and inspire others to do the same!

    Stephenie, you are an obvious subject to interview, if you are interested, please write us!

    I might spam you with a mail too:-))

    All best and keep inspiring!
    Jannick

    November 30, 2010
    • Stephenie

      Jannick, I love your site! It is very similar to what I’m doing with StartupCorner. I will definitely shoot you an email to connect.

      November 30, 2010

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