I Don’t Want to Look Back Anymore

There have been so many full-circle moments worth mentioning, remembering, and celebrating from last year.

The breakups and breakdowns. The stagnation and stalling out. The confusion, upheaval, and gutting healing work. The depression and sadness. The cracking open of self in so many ways I will never forget.

The deep love and expansive experiences. The new adventures and sweet souls I met along the way. The big ideas and rapid unfoldings. The reclaiming and releasing that created so much potent space. The laughter, healing, and closeness of certain connections.

I write about it all sometimes.

Words that will live in my next book.

I remember it all (even though I turned off all my memory notifications) because it’s woven into the foundation of who I am today.

It’s all a part of me.

Every person and experience left a mark.

Shaping me, my journey, my work, and my vision.

But I don’t want to look back anymore.

I don’t want to be reminded of where I was a year or five ago.

I want to be here now.

Right in this moment and the next.

Plugged into my vision, my heart, my desires, and my dreams.

Wholeheartedly committed to this next evolution, iteration, and becoming.

Unwavering in my self-love, self-care, self-worth, and higher standards.

And so much new is coming as a result.

So much I can’t wait to share with you when the time is right.